The mind and thoughts of B o.o

goddammit

2011-10-29T17:06:00.003+08:00

WHY CANT EVERYONE JUST FUCK OFF MY LIFE

4 Months

2011-07-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

thats the time I have not updated this blog. or close. but whatever.

sometimes I just do not understand how some people see things.

like seriously.
Its like I'm in some different plane of dimension.
or existence, even.
Perhaps its me.
Or maybe its everybody else.
but "me" seems to be more likely.

I'm weird.

so down to the stuff that I'd been bottling up for the past few months.

*From here on everything's not in chronological order, its just me typing whatever comes to my mind.

Lets see...
well, I've been busy with Aika, among other stuff.
game's a bitch when they destroy your stuff.
but that's not relevant.

Haven't been doing much thinking lately.
Either that or I'd just dismiss the thoughts away.
I can't really remember the really important stuff.
Or I don't really have any important stuff to remember.
sometimes I wish that I have some problems to deal with.
Life's boring =\

Well there is this case of annoying people. (or person, maybe just person for now.)
Or just people without brains.
Doesn't matter.
Sometimes I think that some people are plain stupid, or just plain desperate.
I mean, randomly adding girls on facebook just because they look cute/hot/sexy/whatever floats your boat -
doesn't mean anything.
Really.
It just tells others that you'r one desperate SOB.
And having them accept your friend request doesn't mean that you'r all that popular either.
It just goes to show that they don't care who's in their friend list.
But it affects me when my "people you may know" list gets flooded by those little girls, and I can't see people who I really may know because of you, 1 person, flooding my list.
Screw you, you stupid douche.

And having that fucked-up attitude of yours?
It doesn't help at all.
You tell people that your job sucks.
That you'r going through a shitload of shit (pun intended).
That your other friends you used to be with are having a much better life than you.
That the place you'r currently in sucks.
Or in your own words, "fucked up".
But when the work comes down, you whine and gets zilch done.
Or you take forever, anyway.
Giving people attitude, showing them your temper.
You think its cool?
You think that, you'r having the shittiest time of your life?
Look around moron, you'r already having quite the cushy life.

No,
You don't see that.
You see your pathetic self, being "stressed out" by all that "fucked up work".
Not being able to comprehend just how lucky you are to be here.
Not seeing the benefits of being here.
Just seeing how you are "suffering".
When there are people in active units being screwed over like nobody's business elsewhere.
Ever realised how pathetic you are?
No, I guess you dont.

Also, slamming my bunk door to vent your anger?
Not cool.

*exhales

Well thats a load off my chest.
I really hate people like that.

Of course I have my fair share of flaws.
Like being unable to keep my mouth shut, for example.
I try my best.
I'm keeping myself in check, most of these days anyway.
I hold my tongue more.
I keep myself from getting angry.
I try not to complain...much
I try.

Sometimes I'm reminded of just how much of a flawed person I am.
Whenever I go out.
Whenever I see people with their social circle.
Whenever I hole up at home, playing my games.
Sometimes I realise just how pathetic I've been.

I could still be studying now.
I could've gotten into a better course.
I should have been more in control of my life.
Steer it in the direction I want it to go.

But there's the problem.
I don't have a direction most of the time.
Its just me, drifting along.
Wherever the waves of fate bring me.

^ Excuses.
I know.
I......try my best.

Meh.

2011-03-17T18:44:00.001+08:00

Seeing the changes around me, I can't help but think that some things are just incomprehensible by others.
They never stop to think about the point of views of others, only about the views of themselves.

Weird.

-------EDIT----------
Adding on.

The Japan disaster.

If you do not know what i'm referring to, you must've been living under a rock.

Or something similar.

Anyways,
Japan has been repeatedly struck by disasters, both natural and man made.
Man made meaning the nuclear reactors.
Explosions, fires, all these seem to be leading to the inevitable meltdown of the reactors.
Which, once it happens, will spell a really big disaster for the people of Japan.
Not that I'm saying that the disasters they'r suffering now are not serious.

But the Japanese seem to be taking these waves of disasters quite well.
Not many cases of hysterics, looting, and general mayhem are reported.
Respect to the Japanese.
Really.
I respect the way they're reacting to the disaster.
I mean, the casualty rate is rapidly reaching 10,000 but people are not descending into madness and hysterics and letting chaos take control. (note the oxymoron).
In fact, they're taking it so well its almost as if they were trained to react to these kinds of disasters effectively and quickly.

Lets face it, if this kind of disaster happens in Singapore, we'd probably be going crazy right now.
Chaos would probably be in charge.
But then again, we've been following order all our lives.
Maybe we might be able to handle it as well as the Japanese.
But definitely not better.
We haven't experienced any sort of natural disaster of this magnitude before, after all.

Really hope that Japan would be able to recover from this quickly.

Day 2 IT Show

2011-03-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

Nothing much, got a Armageddon A5 speakers set & 2 games cheap. - SSF4 & Quantum Theory.

Cheers.

IT Show Day 1

2011-03-12T09:13:00.002+08:00

Reached at 12, left at 4+.

Loot of the day, LG 32" LED TV.

Still to come, day 2.

Funny,

2011-03-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

I really feel like killing something.

I wanna..

2011-02-27T13:23:00.002+08:00

Buy a ps3 and a tv.

Or a desktop.

Now all I need is a place to put them.

Shit.

What would you do.

2011-02-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

When you find something that's expensive and not yours?

Grin and keep it.

Valentine's

2011-02-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Just like the past years, sitting at home.

Is it something that I have gotten used to?

I guess so.

Even then, Vday never really meant anything to me.

Its just a day where flowers and couple stuff gets more expensive.

Its also kind of an excuse to advance a relationship further for some.

Way I see it, its just any other day.

You just get to see more couples out there.

Kinda makes me jealous, having someone you can call your other half.

Since I never had one.

Perhaps its time to search for one?

...
Or not.

-----EDIT-----
I've had more to say, but I can't really put them into words at the moment.

Yes, contradictory words, I know.

But its just that feeling where you want to say something but don't know how to say it.

Meh.

So I went thru my older posts and realised I had a draft of one particular post I haven't finished.

It looked interesting so I shall post it soon. Probably by the end of this week.

Look forward to it?

Guess not.

At times i wonder....

2011-02-13T21:49:00.001+08:00

Just why am I doing this?

So like..

2011-02-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

Just the other day I was thinking that I needed to commit.
No no, not to others.
To myself.
I need to get some things in my life straightened.
Like my epic lack of discipline, for example.

So, I will put a list of things i need to commit here.

1. I need to get back in shape. Realised I look like hell lately....or maybe all the time.

2. I need to start changing the way i work. No more procrastination.

3. I shall not go back on my word. Ever

4. I really should change how I would deflect things that make me look bad, esp in a conversation. Sometimes I'd change track or my point at the speed of light because it made me look stupid.
And for some reason this seems to happen all the time. Lol.

5. I shall update this blog frequently. For myself more than others I guess, since nobody reads this anyways.

Guess thats about it for the moment. I suddenly forgot what I else I wanted to type. Oh well.

Long post.....probably

2011-02-08T18:37:00.003+08:00

Right...almost forgot i had this blog. *beats away dust*

Well, its been really long since i've last posted here, lets see...

Last post was published on Sep 19, 2010.

Wow. Thats like, five months.

Nearly half a year.

Damn, what have I been doing?

Nothing much i guess. Not since i quit school last year.

Its been like, more than a year since i left school.

On Jan 26 2010.

Lol, guess i didnt mention it to many people.

Not that its really worth mentioning anyways.

But hey, life goes on right?

So yeah, enlisted on 10th Nov 2010.

Some people freaked when they heard I quit school and was enlisting.

I guess that.....i dunno, most people view education as a top priority.

Not that i do not agree though.

I mean, yeah, you wont really get anywhere in Singapore w/o education.

Heck, it wont get you anywhere in the world.

I guess I didnt like my course.

IT sucked for me.

I hated it.

The people there, too.

But I guess I'm over it.

Well its been a year, how can i not be over it?

lol.

So yeah.

Army.

Tekong.

BMT.

Botak.

Lol. It wasn't as fun as I thought it would be.

People there were shit.

Never look out for others, only themselves.

Selfish bastards.

Even when they're asses were covered by us, not even a word of thanks.

Talk about being full of shit.

Hate people who're loaded and proud of it.

Think they live in some other country all their lives and got some step ang mo accent they damn good already.

Wake up you piece of shit, the world doesn't revolve around you.

But why do i care? I dont see that shithead anymore. Yay for me.

After bmt, posted to Chong Pang Camp.

VESPA.

Vehicle stuff.

Good life. Fun people. Office hours.

Awesome.

Stay in though.

But I get nights out.

Very awesome.

Its Feb now.

Been in the army for Nov - Feb.

3 months.

Time flies doesn't it.

My personal life's in shambles though.

Social network's in pieces.

I don't really have many people I can call my friends.

Or confidants.

And despite how I take it,

I guess I do mind the fact that I'm lonely.

See, even now as I'm typing this entry, I'm already thinking of the people who would read it.

Or rather, how most of the people thats in my mind wouldn't bother reading this.

Simply because its by me.

Bad image much.

I guess its my personality.

I don't really fit in with cliques.

Or click with people easily.

Even when I do, I never really feel like I'm part of the group.

Just some random guy who hangs out with people for the sake of hanging out.

This really sucks, yaknow?

But I cant really do anything about it at the moment.

Social network rebuilding takes time.

And people don't really wanna go out with me.

Cos i'm lame and all.

Lol. I sound like i have depression or something.

Nevermind. On to the next topic.

So today, 080211.

I went NYP walk walk, see see, be happy.

Interesting number of courses.

Some I'd like to take.

So I applied for them.

Really hope i get a place.

Then can write in ask them reserve a spot for me.

Now wouldn't that be awesome? xD

Lets hope this works, eh?

Insignificant

2010-09-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

It seems like, in retrospect, that the best times were always the insignificant little times that I had.

Of course, there were just, insignificant.

It was fun while it lasted.

The things that once were.

2010-08-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

As our lives go on, we come to the point where we'r unable to recognize the things that once, were important to us.
Aching ever so slightly.

Its Ok

2010-07-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

To let go sometimes. It hurts, but still.

It gets better

Update

2010-06-16T11:18:00.001+08:00

Got Monster Hunter Tri to work.

Its fucking awesome.

Now I need to get a tv in my room.

As well as a fighting stick for TvC, lol.

.....zzzt

2010-06-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

Idiots at work. what more can i say.

Also, wishlist :

Earphones. Really good pair. Fedup with buying cheap stuff >=(

Wii to be able to play MH3. Really Really wanna play monster hunter again

Tv in my room to play wii.

Rarh!

Relaxed

2010-04-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

Resolved a couple of things that's been bugging me lately.

FEEL

RELAXEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Happy xD

Kinokuniya

2010-04-23T19:08:00.001+08:00

Loots of the day :

Steamboat. Hotplate.

2010-04-18T01:30:00.002+08:00

Was nice. Too bad i didnt have my fill of pork belly. IT RAN OUT HALFWAY. WTF.

However, beef was nice.

ALSO.

Country invasion. We LOST.

Shit was fun. lol

Mmm.

2010-04-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

Cant help but fall in love with you.

However, impossible things ARE after all, impossible.

Happy birthday to me

2010-04-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

How should i say this.

18th birthday spent at the arcade.

Feels like its just any other day out with my friends.

Not that I dont enjoy it.
Well, not that it really matters, birthdays aren't all that special or important to me anyways.

It just means I'm 365 days older.

Meh.

Well, i do thank everyone's thats been there for me during dinner just now, cant say i didnt enjoy it. xD

18 years old, huh.

Heh

Thoughts

2010-03-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

Couple of things i need to think about. Shall keep them to myself tho. IIDX today was meh. Didnt really do much. Seems like i really dont like people talking to me when i'm playing. Lol.

On another note. Badminton later. Shit's gonna be awesome

kay

2010-03-18T19:13:00.001+08:00

Right right, i lied about the long post. Even if i did put up a long post i'd be me bitching about other's people business which is tottally none of my business.

Makes good gossip material tho.

Yeah well. 5th dan cleared. Now on to 6th dan AKA real first dan =,=

Meh.

Note to self : do not attempt to play seriously after dinner, especially after tao huey. Not going to work.

Update

2010-03-16T23:53:00.004+08:00

I lied. Nothing much to update about these days anyway. Went for NS enlistment checkup at CMPB yesterday. Fucking boring. Was surprised there was a few hot chicks there too. Wonders if they'r there for enlistment too. Would be weird tho, wonder why they wan do that also. Lol.

Kay, shall think up of something interesting to talk about soon, keep an eye out for the long post! >.>

....Bored..

2010-03-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

Kinda feel like replaying FF8 all over again.

But the thought of grinding + locating GFs + crafting kinda turns me off.

Unless, you know, i cheat.

Which would defeat the purpose of the playing a game.

Dammit.

Manga List

2010-02-24T20:56:00.007+08:00

Disregard this, just putting this up somewhere so i can check easily

ONGOING

WEEKLY

One piece
Mahou Sensei Negima!
Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Psyren

MONTHLY

Claymore
Full Metal Alchemist
Vampire Knight
Mysterious Girlfriend X

IRREGULAR

Orange Yane No Chiisana Ie

Lock-On!
Toradora!
Yomerio Choice
K-ON!
Dance in the Vampire Bund
Zombie Loan
Wa!
Yandere kanojo
Ai Kora
Mission! School
Kanokon
Girls Saurus DX
Wolf Guy - Wolfen Crest
Minami-Ke
Kitsune No Yomeiri
Otaku No Musume-San
Change 123
The World God Only Knows

COMPLETED

Black Cat

Ayu Mayu
Uncassandra AKA Ann Cassandra
Hot Milk
Tsuiteru Kanojo

Angel Densetsu

Doubt

HAVNT READ YET

COMPLETED

Ar Tonelico ~Arpeggio~
Kanon
Akuma Jiten
Azrael's EDGE
Watashi No Messiah-Sama
Binbou Shimai Monogatari
Mai-Otome
Bokke-San
Watashitachi No Tamura-Kun
Melty Blood
School Days
BLAME
Biomega
Gacha Gacha - Capsule
Gacha Gacha - Secret
Trusty Bell - Chopin No Yume
Ichigo 100%
Mai-HiME
Akaboshi - Ibun Suikoden

WEEKLY

Medaka Box

MONTHLY

Mirai Nikki

IRREGULAR

Pastel
Gakkou No Ojikan
Rappi Rangai (Ninja Girl)
Mel Kano

How can you not love this??

2010-02-23T21:55:00.004+08:00

Turn up your volume for this, the video's volume isnt that loud >.>

The video

and........

The full song

CNY

2010-02-20T12:35:00.001+08:00

so bored. so bored.

Title unrelated

Blazblue

2010-02-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

Is awesomesauce

Wtf man, wtf.

2010-01-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

Whats the world coming to.

Idiots all over the place

Envy

2010-01-19T15:30:00.001+08:00

I envy kids, seriously

..................

2010-01-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

School huh,

FUCK IT

---EDIT---

Been seeing some awesomely RETARDED shit on tagboxes lately.

Some things i dont get

1) why would you be bothered about another person's lives, esp when you dont even know the person

2)why twit speech is so prevalent, and so widely used

3) how the hell can anyone even bear to use/read twit speech

4) why would the comeback from the friends of the blog owner mostly be "typical Singaporean bengish" bullshit. Cant anyone be civilised for once?

5) Singaporean "Gangsters" hereby addressed as FailBengs due to the fact that they are not really what I would acknowledge as gangsters.

6) Why are these failbengs and their cheap whores so commonplace in Singapore nowdays

7) Issue of violence

8) Youngsters having tattoos early. And mind you they'r not pretty ones

--------------------------------------

K let me address this shit one by one.

Not much to be said about this, it IS human's nature to be curious, and therefore we would go around snooping into other people's lives becos its up on display on the internet for everyone to see.

However, I do not get the fact that people would actually voice their opinions in such a strong way that it causes the other party to react aversely, and thereby starting what we call "tagbox war" Is it human's nature to be interfering as well?

K i just contradicted myself, maybe i DO have alot to say about this, but i'm too lazy, the main point's are clearly stated above anyways, lets not go into the details.

2,3)

chez jesus, i mean, ffs, if you people have to voice out something, at least voice it out properly!

I mean, the reason Sg's govt concentrated so strongly on our education + bilingualism is to prevent IDIOTS from becoming illiterate, and to encourage use of english so we would make it out there later on in our lives.

But of cos, teens nowdays have decided to abadon the notion of "being able to speak good english so as to be able to communicate easily" and instead embrace the dialects of this nation, mainly hokkien, among others.

I know this is coming from me but i dont use my dialect as much as i did in the past.

Now i just need to stop speaking to everyone i meet in mandarin. Lol.

But thats beside the point. What i'm trying to say is, we see people who are involved in tagbox wars saying things like

" And if buey song mi? Call mi beat mi up man! Sengkang and beat mi up man! I don play paikia i just use phone call police nia Haha learn from u all de leh got future right ? Sorry ah HWZ ppl's " (--copy pastad from vicky's bro's tagbox.)

The sentence structure itself's shitty, so is the vocab and grammar.

Of course, none of this applies since the above wasnt even a proper english construct

Sure, singapore culture among other bullshit, but its being taken too far, so far its becoming a disgrace for us singaporeans who srsly despise our so called gangsters who are not even as intimidating as a real one.

I mean, the reason Sg's govt concentrated so strongly on our education + bilingualism is to prevent IDIOTS from becoming illiterate, and to encourage use of english to promote racial harmony and shit like that.

Then again, i guess this question's redundant. Since of course, our actions are what attracts the attention of people.

Positive actions = positive reaction

Negative actions = negative reaction.

Since i asked why the people who get flamed on their tagboxes have what they call "backup" who are beng/lian ish, its probably because their actions are also like that, bengish and lianish.

The above probably doesnt make sense to most, i'm too tired to edit it properly so that it sounds right but wtheck, its my own personal thoughts being penned down anyways, i'm just typing what i feel and what comes to mind.

Then of course, there's always the bunch of outcasts who'd group together and call themselves cool and do retarded "gangsta" like shit to gain attention and "a sense of security".

Break down their fucking nonesense and tendancy to use violence, they'r just a bunch of social rejects, flocking together like chickens to make themselves look more threatening.

Guess i already answered the question above. But lets just highlight it again "BRIDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER"

Then there's the violence issue.

Its becoming so commonplace that they'r probably saying it out of habit.

"Got problem with me ah? Come down SETTLE lah. You think you can beat me up meh? I call my brothers beat you up first den blah blah blah"..etc.

Wow, power in numbers.

Wow, great threat by issuing it over the internet.

The best reply you'll probably get from us is a "Cool story bro". But of course, the undertone of "Nobody Cares" is usually to lost to these retards.

Perhaps we should start blaming the media for publicizing violence eh?

Kids nowdays, getting inked before the age of 16.

Not that i am against inking. If done correctly, it's a beautiful art.

But we all have seen what youngsters nowdays are tattooing themselves with havnt we.

I mean, DRAGONS AND TIGERS?!?!?! THATS LIKE SO LAST CENTUARY.

And to think these retards pride themselves on being "cool" to their peers and whatnot.

Then again, by highlighting this issue i'm already lowering my own standards.

I'd usually ignore these issues, but heck. Just felt like saying something about it.

Of course, even if any of these FailBengs read this post(providing they can even read), chances are they most likely wont understand it.

Perhaps i'd start getting bullshittism on my tagbox, getting flamed etc etc.

Not that anyone ever tags anyway.Lols

Fri.

2010-01-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

The usual, go dbg, have fun.

L4d was unusually frustrating though, probably cos i didnt keep my temper in check.

Meh, once in a while shit happens i guess.

IIDX

Passed 2 lvl 8s today.

The Smile of You (Another)

Vanessa (Normal)

To most its nothing to be proud about.

But to me it means being able to finally unlock extra stage.

Lol, I still have loads of improvement to do ><

*Must clear all lvl 6 and 7 properly ><

Messed up

2010-01-06T11:41:00.003+08:00

Two paths laid bare before me
One of hardship, the other of self control
Both of which requires me to really work
Things have never seem so real to me
I am unable to comprehend the seriousness of things
And even when i could, i am unable to make a decision
The easy way out is, ironically, the path of hardship
The path of self control is not an easy one for me
For I lack the most in that aspect
After so long, I am unable to lie to myself any longer
I am unable to pull myself together to work hard
Or to ignore certain aspects of my life
There's not much time left
A decision must be made
But which path should I choose?

2010

2010-01-01T12:13:00.002+08:00

Oh happy new year, 12 hours late tho.

Sue me

But whatever, new year, new stuff i guess.

Hopefully.

Today..

2009-12-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

Went ps.

Blazblue.

3 retarded mutts played 10 matches against me.

3 of the matches were flawless victories.

Some retard challenge with Jin.

FAIL bread & butter combo.

Ass was too sore, needed to walk around.

So lost on purpose.

He won, gimme lj face.

I went back and handed his ass over to him in 15 different pieces.

Gave him a bigger lj face.

Tsch, just becos i gave you the first credit doesnt mean that you'r really that good dickwad.

Xmas

2009-12-26T22:59:00.003+08:00

My house.

Jer's xbox 360.

Blazeblue.

NOEL VERMILLION.

Leon's house near midnight.

Jer's xbox 360.

Borrowed IIDX koc.

All the way till morning.

DBG after that. Blazblue moar.

Home at 10+++

epic win is epic.

TIRED NOW

Ah..

2009-12-24T00:58:00.003+08:00

http://www.onemanga.com/Tsuiteru_Kanojo/

hmms. probably one of the most tragic stories i've read.

well considering i dont read tragic stories much but....wtheck.

Bodyguards & Assassins

2009-12-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

....Not to my tastes.

Sure, donnie yen was in it.

Sure the trailer looked kickass

But the trailer pretty much shows most of the action thr was in the film.

And i almost fell asleep during the first half of the film.

Srsly, talk + talk + talk + talk + talk + action.

But well dont let my opinions sway yours, its still a pretty good action flick.

Just dont expect too much.

Hmms.

2009-12-17T20:45:00.006+08:00

I take back what i say about singapore being unable to

produce potential good movies.

Here's a trailer of one

I want to watch this lol. who wan watch with me?

saturday

2009-12-12T23:28:00.001+08:00

zzz

Life these days..

2009-12-09T21:30:00.002+08:00

.....nothing much, seriously.

turns out i dont have much of a life.

like i didnt know that already.

lol.

still, doesnt matter that much.

L4D2 at home.

IIDX at dbg.

M bored now, what do.

someone advise me on this.

but then again, most people are either busy with work, or they are, like me, bored.

lol.

....Shucks.

2009-12-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

z, hate sundays. internet always so messed up. and always so boring

boring day is boring.

full of dissapointments too. tsk

suan le, its fine that way anyways

.....

2009-12-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

for the first time in my life, i have too much on my mind.

......so many problems to be thought about.

so many problems left to be solved.

will i even survive?

--EDIT--

realised thr's not many people i can rely on.

rather, i chose not to.

seems like my ego gets in the way.

i know i cant go on like this but...

i really dont know what to do.

need help, like, really.

but who?

and, can i find the strength to keep going?

Halfway mark

2009-12-02T20:25:00.003+08:00

hmm. sociology test on monday. easy

today, cmsk test & psychology test.

cmsk should be ok, grpwork mah. but psychology.

zzz. tip of the tongue phenomenon ah. fuck sia

study liao the things den i go for test mind blank.

could only remb a few things, the rest all koyak.

fuck

zzz, have to kao my proj liao, thankfully the test only 10%.

heng ah.

3 more tests next week, HOLIDAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

blues

2009-11-30T16:32:00.003+08:00

...spent most of the day at cs playing (tried to) iidx.
.........er. ok ok lah, got the hang of it after awhile. not the scratch tho.

dumb jubeat fags hogging machine for longer den i hogged iidx.

thats not saying much since i didnt hog the iidx machine. retarded card reader ( yes tka has card readers now) was unable to sense my card like 2 times? and for like damn long? Need ask aunty to fix. how? by restarting the machine. yay. 15mins bootup. yay.

and i realised max tune players are the same everywhere.

-- Loud.Noisy.Retarded.And idiotic

Sociology test in 20mins.

Guess where i revised? lol.

...

2009-11-29T14:58:00.001+08:00

i really hate sundays

..knn

2009-11-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

happening upon a drunk person at night is worse than chancing upon a ghost, fuck

Borderlands

2009-11-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

lol, killed this bugger high up in the air, with a SHOTGUN. Anyone see the irony?

2009-11-21T11:33:00.001+08:00

CLANG!

No, i'm not interested

2009-11-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

Title unreleated

Went play l4d2 today, interesting experience.

I still prefer l4d 1 tho, much easier and less complicated.

Maybe its becos 2 just came out a few days ago.

Lol. Realism mode is butthurt.

Chargers are butthurt

Spitters are butthurt

WALKING WITCHES ARE RAPE.

tho they can still be crowned, lulz.

The finales are...interesting so to say, not the run to the fricking heli via the golden bridge, lulz.

New weapons and shit, but ammo's bout 30% lesser? grr, encouragement of melee weapons i guess.

Boomer bile as a throwable item, wut. TOSS IT AT THE TANK FOR EPIC LULZ.

And a katana's known as a Ninja Sword, what. the. fuck?

lol, an ok sequel i guess, not really an epic improvement, but i guess they rushed the project....or maybe not.

heh

..zzzz

2009-11-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

hate weekends.

Hot day, damn the messed up weather.

Internet's piss slow, idk why also, something must'b fucking up with the isp.

zzzzzt

Big and annoying 3

2009-11-07T13:00:00.001+08:00

Cough + sore throat + flu.

never one without the others.

knn

wth

2009-11-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

woke up this morning with my phone under my pillow....and it was on my bedside table the night before. wut?

Please dont...

2009-11-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

let me catch the flu or fever -,-

Alright!~

2009-11-01T21:19:00.005+08:00

Cleared out my bookshelf today, threw away some unnecessary stuff and rearranged my books. lol, here's a pic of it

Lol, the first shelf's mostly misc, and then on the 2nd row frm left to right, movie books, some random comics. The shelf beside it has my deathnote comics and thriller genre books.

Below, Harry Potter series, and the bite by michael crow, couldnt find anywhere to put it since its too tall for my thriller shelf =\ oh and Hagrid says hi

lol.

Anw besides it is The Mortal Instruments Trilogy by Cassandra Clare, the Tunnels series : Tunnels, Deeper and Freefall by Roderick Gordon and Brian Williams...and also 2 of my only horror books....shit i need to stock up on those

Last 2 shelfs has nothing much, left side contains some books from xinmin and the right has my fantasy books and The Demonata series by Darren Shan, which is lacking the last 3 books, which for some reason the last book has not been seen in Singapore yet...or maybe i'm too lazy to hunt for it. lol.

Oh and a long overdue picture, i took this pic in sch, epicness lol

Dont worry, i laughed very hard too

..meh

2009-10-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

So cds came out today, i made some changes and got....Introduction to Psychology and Introduction to Sociology.
So like, went for the tut for psycho today, not bad, the cher quite fun, class not bad also.

didnt feel like i made the wrong choice.

so sociology tmr.

hope its not too boring lol

Lets motivate ourselves

2009-10-13T14:16:00.004+08:00

and keep ourselves laughing eh?

I loled. Hard

2009-10-10T23:10:00.006+08:00

turn on com. msn came up. saw this

why. the hell. would anyone give so much as a fuck, if someone had a guy put his penis into their vag?

i mean, srsly. who the hell would care if you'r a virgin anymore? the only thing we care about is that hidden sex tape in your cam dammit. now i would like to say:

TITS OR GTFO

Yet another pic

2009-10-09T01:30:00.001+08:00

kk, you fall in love you lose

:DD

Bored so....

2009-10-07T17:14:00.002+08:00

Pic of the day!

.....

2009-10-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

nightmare

ah, damn

2009-09-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

finished The Bite already.

Abrupt ending, but fitting.

yes i sound contradictory, but i assure you, i'm not. lol

waseh...

2009-09-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

halfway thru The Bite already........shit i'm addicted to reading..again ><

..

2009-09-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

Just finished reading Black Tide.

shit, i'm finishing my books way too fast

help?

Books >.>

2009-09-20T13:04:00.009+08:00

So there was like this, Times Warehouse Sale upstairs the dbg mrt.

Since i have not read for a long time, i went to take a look.

Yeah well from top to bottom, author - title.

1)Caroline Carver - Black Tide

2)Pete Earley - The Apocalypse Stone

3)Sandra BRown - Standoff

4)Steven Hall - The Raw Shark Texts

5)Jo NesbO - The Redbreast

6)Neal Asher - Brass Man

7)Michael Crow - The Bite

Lol, endedup buying 7 books there, for 40$, watta steal x.x

Anyone wanna borrow these books tell me lol

So anyways after buying the books went JS, drank a little den headed home sharing a cab with Leon, Vicky and Suet.

Went home, bathed, changed, went to sleep

RESIDENT EVIL 5 IS THE SHIT

...

2009-09-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

gawd i'm bored

YOU THINK YOU WHITE YOU WIN AH?!?!?! (oh wait, i'm yellow)

2009-09-13T01:10:00.001+08:00

(After this encounter, i sure as hell do think I win)

(Btw, it's yellow. Need an eyecheck?)

So like, Saturday's always an eventful day, even if you stay at home all day.

oh wait.

but anyways, my saturday was well spent, considering the amount of laughter i had.

seriously.

But before that, lets review my day.

1)Headed down to dhoby at around noontime, and met up with kenneth.

2)DDR, sweated. while wearing long sleves. yeah, smart move.

3)Had chicken rice lunch, went down cityhall for JUMP! performance (EPIC WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

4)After performance, walked back to dbg[got lost at bugis area, (THANK YOU LACK SENSE OF DIRECTION)]

5)Went back zone x and did absolutely nothing except laugh and laugh.

6)Retarded employee gave me "The Look" after i was abit slow in getting out of his way.....to empty the dustbin.(So win =.=)

7)had dinner at the plaza sing foodcourt, and nearly tripped over a cellphone. apperantly some AL was throwing a tantrum and threw her cell on the ground, which i nearly stepped on.
or was she just attracting attention? lol

noticed how short i summed up my day? cos here comes the BIG part.

It's a BLAC... I mean, BAD day.

So at 11, we went back to mrt to take it back home (duh).

Apperantly in the cabin, at LITLE INDIA, 3 Indians boarded the train.

Predictably, we started being racist. tho not much.

(C'mon, whoever in singapore claims that you'r not racist, tats bull. Even on some subconscious level you WILL register the fact that there's some racist shit going on in your head. If you claim otherwise, you'r nothing more then a hypocrite.)

We laughed abit, then continued with whatever we were saying.

So anyways, apperantly they "caught on" to what we were saying, and decided to spew a whole lotta vulgarities. apperantly, in a terrible mix of hokkien and english.

Note the liberal use of hokkien.(emphasis)

It went somewhere along the lines of this : "THOSE LANJIAO WHITE PEOPLE THINK THEY SO CHEEBAI THINK WE DONT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE SAYING. THINK THEY USE CHINESE WE DONT KNOW WHAT THEY SAYING? WANT SAY US ALSO DONT DARE SPEAK IN ENGLISH "

(translation of this part is on leon's blog)

You may know what we are saying but you sure as hell dont know what the hell you are saying.

The random use of hokkien vulgarities proves that.

By that, i mean that they have no frickin idea what kind of bullshit is coming out of their mouths, and what the hell the messenge was that they were trying to get across, to us.

Of course, we blatantly ignored them.

Yet, the woman, who said "you think we care about you chinese being racist to us?", was getting more and MOAR pissed by the fact that we were blatantly ignoring them.

So much for "YOU THINK WE CARE???"

You laugh you lose contest.

I lost, so hard. Which was when we were around buangkok station. I couldn't take it anymore, and burstout laughing.

Ofc, that insensed her even more.

Apparently pissing yourself off to the point of creating a scene is the same as building a bomb to explode your own face. (not that it makes any difference to your comple... Oh wait)

Did i mention how smart that was?

I emphasize on the fact that we, were blatantly ignoring her, so as not to let her child see the ugly scene of his mom going nuts BY HERSELF for no practical reason. (so noble, i shed a tear....AHEM)

Oh yeah, the kid, who was 5, probably doesnt understand the concept of racism.

5 year old kid's mind thinking : "Why is mom so angry for no reason? did i do something wrong? whats all these foreign words that she's using? Cheebai? Lanjiao? So cool, maybe i should start using them too.>.> HOLY CRAP SHE'S GETTING LOUDER, THOSE WORDS MUST BE UBER COOL."

Thought sequence when getting off the train

"OMG MOM'S GOING NUTS AT NOBODY, WTF IS WRONG WITH MAMA??!!??!?! AND SHE'S STILL GOING OFF AT THE TWO GIRLS IN FRONT. THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO HER O_O"

Way to go mom. Teaching your son profanities is the smartest thing any parent can do, not to mention being racist to us "whites" when we havnt really gone all out to provoke you with racism. And not to mention that we are really yellow ._."

They think that we were afraid of being found out that we are talking about them, and yet we used the word "BLACK" so fricking loudly i bet anyone in a 3m range could hear us. Irony anyone?

If we really were afraid of being found out, they wont really find out in the first place innit?

Seriously, if we really want to direct it at you for YOU to hear, you think we wont speak in a language that you will understand? why bother to go for an indirect route and make it look like as if we were being racist in your face and try to hide it?

If we really want to be racist in your face, tats called being evil. (think KKK)

or simply, nutters who strap bombs to themselves and go "ALLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

KABOOM

THATS racism. or simply trying to get a messenge across via an extreme way.

K so tats about it.....or not, but i'm too lazy to go on.

YES I'M WHITE AND PROUD OF IT

just kidding i like yellow better.

zzz, annoyance

2009-09-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

in the new Jcube right now, which replaced PCbunk @ dhoby ghaut

as the title says, i'm fucking annoyed now.

cos some fucking asshole beside me playing l4d

is screaming like a little girl.

life sucks?

tell me about it, i'm wearing earfones AND getting my ear blasted.

by a guy screaming like a girl.

fml

Cher's day

2009-08-31T18:20:00.003+08:00

went back xinmin for teacher's day celebration, event as like 60% shorter den usual, hmm, maybe they ran out of ideas, hahs, anw met up with friends and the like, caught up some den went kovan for pool.

nothing much, nothiing special, nbd really changed much, lols.

oh yah, xinmin "nerd" standard apperantly skyrocketed when we were gone, lol.

EDIT-----------------

apparently jc ppl are feeling the stress now, some of dem looked rly worse for the wear, lol.

thr's another thing i wanted to say, cant rmb wat tho, oh well.

Paper

2009-08-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

nb, fbis paper so much more easier den i expected, shdnt have spent my whole morning reading the slides -_-"

quote of the day by me: we'r all mindfucked once in a while

lol

K i'm bored

2009-08-21T01:03:00.001+08:00

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

got this offa leon's blog, go figure

Cybersex much? LOL

2009-08-19T12:41:00.005+08:00

LOL LOL LOL

HPHBP review

2009-08-12T00:00:00.004+08:00

went tm watched harry potter today, and i must say.

it sucks.

seriously.

it wouldbe what i'd call a combination of "shitty acting, fail magic (rather, lack of magic) and a poorly strung together plot"

seriously, what the hell was the director thinking? i mean, yeah sure they couldnt squeeze the whole of the book into just an hour or two, but hell, they'd missed out quite a number of significant things, hell, they were only showing the main points to get the plot going for the NEXT movie, which i am so not going to watch.

i mean, seriously, i wasnt even able to see the fricking scar on HP's forehead, which i very much doubt was even there -_-"

and dumbledore giving harry private lessons were shown only twice, and he gave harry the slughorn assignment only after the first meeting, which is like, wtfed cos the significance of the memories was not even fucking explained.

and voldy's horcruxes were touched upon,(of cos, being a major plot device)

but the significance of them were not clearly explained, nor were the ways that dumbly was able to aquire them.

hell, they didnt even show how he got tom riddle's ring. =.=

they were also supposed to show tom's past, which included his sad mom and messedup family, and of cos, a very important plot device, the slytherin's locket.

i'd imagine the director figured that he could get away with a mish-mash of the major plots of HP and call it a "movie", which IMO is seriously stupid.

if you want to do a movie that is in a series, do it well, and do it better as it goes on.

so what if the director's changed, the actors hasnt, and the book sure as hell has not

oh and there's a serious lack of epicness in the movie, its almost monotone.

oh and did i mention hagrid's house was only shown twice? first when harry was getting slughorn's memory and the second time we see it, it was on fire (lmao)

why bother bringing hagrid back then? the trouble of putting the makeup, hair and clothes only for a few scenes? fuck man.

and draco malfoy became emo boii? i mean, watssup with that? if you wanna potray him as being fucked cos of his mission, at least do it properly, not just show him going into the room of requirement and pulling the cloth from the vanishing cabinate, and crying for no apperant reason -_-"""

there's also a serious lack of emotion in the movie, ffs, when dumbledore died everyone just raised their wands and made the air sparkle (ohhhhhhhhh shinyy)

so much for the emotional funeral scene. =\

lol, perhaps the only saving grace of the movie was Ron, at least he provided laughs

bullshit show, seriously

kay, shall end my review here, got too many things to say about it but i'm too lazy to type it out.

Inglorious Basterds

2009-08-09T19:42:00.002+08:00

yes i want to watch this!!

but out in sg only 15 oct, sian ><

love the soundtrack near the end lol

"we punch those goons out, take their machine guns, and burst in and blast em" LOL classic

FBIS

2009-08-06T23:15:00.003+08:00

sian, tmr morning first group do presentation, den after that still nid go wds, which i totally hanvt done due to lazyness, lol. screw man.

shall update again when i feel like it.

oh yah, ~!@#$%^&* my mouse still koyak ><

EDIT

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i wan somebody to FUCK THE HELL OFF

i might go insane if this keeps up

zzzzz

2009-08-03T14:34:00.001+08:00

in school, carc tutorial.

dont understand a frickin thing, tsk

seems like i'm not cutout for techincal stuff, damn lol

gawd i'm bored ><

FUCK

2009-07-26T11:50:00.001+08:00

My mouse just died on me, for no reason at all.
No, the battery's not flat. wtf.

.......

2009-07-22T22:17:00.001+08:00

Looking you in the eyes........

I thought...

Mission failed.

LOL

~!@#$%^&*

2009-07-21T01:31:00.001+08:00

*insert scream here

I FUCKING HATE ULCERS!!!!!!!!!!! !~@#$%^&*(

Bleddy Attention Whore(s)

2009-07-19T14:44:00.003+08:00

yeah, note the title.

so recently i've been seeing people screaming for attention. like, sheese. so annoying.

there's some that even say things like " ima not gonna say anything cos ima scared ima hurt people's feelings. so ya i will not say anything"

FUCK OFF LAH.

IF U DUWAN TO SAY ANYTHING, WHY BOTHER SAYING U'R SCARED TO HURT PEOPLE IN THE FIRST PLACE?

IF U DONT WAN PEOPLE TO KNOW, WHY TRY TO CLUE PEOPLE IN?!

WAT, U TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE CURIOUS SO THEY'LL ASK U AND U'LL GO "no no, i cant say anything"?

fuck off, seriously, stop trying to get attention

on another note though.

LOl at those fails in the mrt ystd for trying to get val and vicky to notice dem, epic fail lol

....~$~

2009-07-16T00:17:00.003+08:00

........Went dbg today, open my wallet, didnt see my tapz card, WTF.

kay, told myself dont panic, maybe i didnt lose it, just left it at home.

Went home, looked all over the place for tapz card, cant find it.

WTF OMG BBQ I LOST MY TAPZ CARD WITH 14$ IN IT WTF WTF WTF WTFWTF

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ FLY SO FAR AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY

FML

ps. ANYONE SEEN A TAPZ CARD WITH MY FACE ON IT LATELY?

$$$$

2009-07-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

I WANNA BUY A NEW PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS?!?!?!?!?

.......and no this doesnt concern the class

2009-07-14T00:32:00.005+08:00

.......lol.

seems like people are getting heated over things.

perhaps it's already died down. am i just slow?

but then again, who am i? just a bystander, who was let in on some things.

course, i have absolutely no right to be commenting on these happenings. i dont know enough do i?

hahs, but seriously, are we able to let this matter blow over? its already noisy enough with some people as it is. please let this episode rest, aye?

then again, its precisely becos of the problem that the noisy people appeared.

.........bleddy annoyances, i hate loudmouthed noise.

no i'm not sorry if i've offended anyone.

bye

Thoughts

2009-06-29T17:14:00.003+08:00

There seems to be some order of hierarchy in the society of singapore's teenagers.

For one thing, we seem to fear offending people older then us, or in an higher level of education.

For example, the primary sch students avoid offending the secondary sch students, while the secondary sch students avoid offending the guys in poly.

however they do not seem to fear Jc students as much, i wonder why.

Hmms, i seem to be on to something here, perhaps i'll write something on it ;D

lol

2009-06-29T14:46:00.001+08:00

just got an inspiration for a short story, but i'm too lazy to pen it down, lols.

it probably will be gone in five minutes, bye story >.>

Yes i'm bored

2009-06-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

So.......on one side we have people who live in quite the perfect world, having a wonderful life and great friends, yet they dont realise it, so when something dramatic happens, they go nuts and start blaming the world out there for it. tsk, kinda figures doesnt it, perhaps they havnt seen it coming, or just dont wanna think about it. Of course, there's always the possibility of them not being able to comprehend the cruelty of this world and the practicality of it. hahs, fail.

and on the other hand there's people who do understand how the world works, but dont bother to explain it to others. perhaps thats how they get misunderstood.

Just a side note, this post doesnt refer to anyone in particular, i'm just putting my thoughts in words.

R.I.P

2009-06-27T00:34:00.001+08:00

R.I.P MJ.

King of pop, gone, just like that.

And he was supposed to perform at 50 ALREADY sold out concerts.

Such a pity.

Sigh

Long post, one of the rare "self-reflection" posts or emo post for short that'r seen on my blog. lulz

2009-06-22T00:50:00.008+08:00

k, last days of hols ended approx an hour ago.

damn.

so yeah, 2 weeks of vacation before sch starts was quite fun. mostly spent at dbg tho, heh.

I DONT WAN MY SCH TO START!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

quite sucks having to face all the faggottry there, wish i can go dbg and hang out, makes my troubles go away....

....

not that i have much, lol.

so anyways. 2 weeks of hols were spent like this :

first wk.

monday - wed. had supposedly "fun" class chalet.

brought kenneth to the bbq, and i realised there and then that i rather spend my time AND money at the jubeat (which i dont now, i spend it on ddr ;D), den go to the damned chalet i paid 20$ for to see the total lack of hospitality (20 frickin bucks that could be spent oh-so-wisely on other areas, lulz) or maybe that i just lack their "class spirit".

kaye, so i'm not the most popular guy in class, so maybe i dont "communicate with you people that well" but its quite fuckedup how my friend and i were treated as though we were nearly invisable, i mean, ffs, he's a fucking guest and the way he's treated is worse than at the fucking coffeeshop?

so what if its a class chalet?

what? class members only? "i dont know him so i dont wan talk to him?" fuck you i say, if my friends getting treated like the invisable man i might as well not pay for the fucking chalet and spend it with them. and mind you i DO try and reach out to strangers who are my friend's friend. afterall i'm the supposed host, and it would be the least i could do to show some FUCKING COURTSEY AND HOSPITATLITY RIGHT?!?!

and speaking of courtsey, i have to metion this - smoking.

yeah so i have classmates who somke, yeah i'm fine with that, who the hell doesnt smoke nowdays anyways, and on bbq day i saw ppl smokin outside the chalet, thats cool, yeah, i'm fine with that, at least they'r polite enough to smoke where its not under a roof, but fucking hell when i was about to leave i saw the fucking MORON smoking in the fucking chalet room itself.

LIKE WHAT?

ok lah maybe its not enclosed and all BUT FOR THE LOVEOF FUCK DO U HAVE TO SMOKE INDOORS? CANT U FUCKING SHOW SOME CONSIDERATION FOR OTHERS WHO HATE THE SMELL OF SMOKE AND GET THE FUCK OUTSIDE TO SMOKE?! WHAT ARE U FUCKING STUPID OR SOMETHING? U SMOKE INDOORS THE SMELL WILL STAY THR FOR THE WHOLE DAMNED DAY AND U DIDNT GIVE ASMUCH AS A FUCK FOR OTHERS?!

fuck you ok, and u say u'd like to be class rep. i spit on that notion, fuck you, fuck your self-nomation, fuck your bullshit and fuck your inconsideration.

and its not as if i didnt try to communicate with you people. i'd alrd tried my best during week zero, and you guys didnt even respond, so yah, kay, fuck you and your shit, i've had it. i'm staying the fuck away from you people who totally lack sense of humours and sticking to my dbg group, who at the very least listen to what i say, rather then treat me as though i'm not saying anything.

"its not rly whether the joke's funny or not, its more actually about who's telling it."

someone told me that before, i cant remember who. but hear this:

FUCK YOU. A joke's a joke, no matter who tells it. if its funny, we laugh, if its not funny, we laugh too, but at the person telling it. at least i do, and its the most basic thing i can do to some appreciation for the person who's making an effort to get people to laugh, and if you think its more about whos telling it, you people might as well go suck up to the most popular guy in class. Ever wondered why i dont speak much in class anymore? lemme tell you why now, its becos you idiots are

1) unable to comprehand the funnier stuff people come up with

2) practising "face control" so to speak - laughing at the bullshit the popular guy comes up with and giving the stoned face to the really funny stuff others come up with. or not even listening to it at all

3) i figured its not worth my time after seeing how the brains of you morons work.

oh and some of you assholes cut others off before they can even say anything funny. "OI SHUT UP LAH"

fuck you understand.

so i practically hang out with my dbg or sec sch friends, instead of you people. yeah, big fucking deal, who am i to you guys anyways?

well, at least i'm not treated like trash.

and at the fucking least my friends would take the time to listen to my troubles and rants, joke with me, hang out, etc. and at least i dont get retarded "wtf are u talking aboot" stares when i tell a joke, kay, maybe u'r too slow to understand but whart? the whole lot of you being unable to comprehand a joke? what you telling me that u'r collectively stupid?

whew, got this off my chest, good. now i feel so much happier xD

skipped day 2 & 3 of the chalet, decided it wasnt worth my time and went down to dbg instead.

Met up with leon and gerard as usual. and on wed or fri, (cant rmb which). kenneth said he wanted to try ddr so i pei him learn lor, realise that ddr give me more kick than jubeat, so now i say - fuck u jubeat, u waste ma moneh, lulz.

so yah i'm stopping jubeat until nip- i mean ripples come out =x

so started on ddr thruout week 2. i'm getting better at it!!! LOl passed my first level ten song alone today, yayness >.> (yes i know i'm noob. fuck you leon, lol)

and on friday...quite an emo day for some. lol.

was at dbg quite early, about 3plus reach thr alrd. i played a game of ddr before pei-ing gerard to walk around plaza sing to look at girls, and for him, hopefully hookup with some....or get their numbers as he says it, lulz.

quite a fail day for him lah, like saw quite a number of goodlookin girls but they were either attatched or gerard took too long to come up with a pickup line, tho i personally think we dont need one.

didnt go down to dbg on sat, was at home to celebrate grandma's birthday. great dinner i say lulz. CURRY!!! xD

and on sunday, i went down after badminton 1-3. reached about 5, met up with gerard since leon couldnt make it. "family day" his father says, LOL. YA FAMILY DAY ALOT LULZ.

so we went around plaza to try and find some girls to get numbers from, apperantly since it was sunday and since BUNK was gone, all the chiobus were.....mia. seriously, even gerard agrees.

eventually walked to cineleisure with steven to try our luck, apperantly gerard got lucky at subway, BUT they were not his......type, so to speak, hahahah. well for me i got lucky at the.....shit i forgot the place's name but DAMN this hot girl was like checking us out, she even smiled at me when i waved at her >.>. wanted go to her get her number but lost sight of her after she went down the escalator, wlao, why she walk so fast T.T

i realise its qutie a problematic week for some, and the amouts of emotional problems they have.

and i do realise that i'm quite lucky to not have such problems, lol.

kay lah maybe some of u say that i cant get a girlfriend, but the truth is i like the way things are now, i get to hang out with my buddies and not have to devote most of my time to one person. lulz.

so yeah now i'm at home and typing this post. lol, finally ending it le, i mustve hit a record - longest post ever, hahaha.

.....wow i took nearly an hour to finish this. power sia.

AND I DONT WAN SCHOOL TO START!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO HANG OUT!!!!!! ~!@#$%^

...well look on the bright side, at least my cash will start flowing now.

....

2009-06-20T01:39:00.004+08:00

Tired, bored and messed up.

School starts on monday.

I WAN PLAY MOAR DDR

Yes, life is good. except for sch.

...i could do a long post, but as usual i'm too lazy to. heck, like as if anybody will read it anyways.

FML

Hell's Heroes

2009-06-13T17:48:00.003+08:00

........out in oct 2009, DAMN WHY ISIT ONLY JUNE!?!?!?!??!?

;(

Gaming

2009-06-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

Shall lessen my jubeat playtime, consuming too much money on my part, and focus more on ddr since i'm starting it,

I NID MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

$.$

.....den again who doesn

random

2009-06-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

i just find it strange that people refer to themselves in 3rd person or inproper grammer o.O

Yay

2009-05-31T01:09:00.003+08:00

Lol, S(ed) 凛として咲く花の如く ext today, 91k score, yayness. Class upped today oso, now got chance and dice, oso Sed, woohoo~~~

anyway tried guitarfreak today, dont think its my kind of game, probably wun play it >.> i cant seem to get the picking, lawl

kkkkkk damn tired liao, goin sleep ><

TERM TESTS STARTS ON MONDAY AND I HANVT STUDIED, HOW??!?!?!?

Fuck

2009-05-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

Fuck exams, tests, papers and whatever that requires people to study before hand.

word

Stories

2009-05-25T19:31:00.001+08:00

K, nth much to do lately, shall start writing a short story after the exams, anyone has any suggestions on the theme or kind of story they wanna read? Leave a tag on what you wan, i'll try

to make it fit aye? lol. Do note that i'll be doing this in my spare time so... >.>

I.WAS.SO.DARN.CLOSE

2009-05-24T22:07:00.001+08:00

TO KILLING THAT FREAKING RESIDENT MOSQUITO IN MA ROOM!!!!!!!!! @#$%^&*(

went down dbg again yesterday, nth much, just the usual hanging out and jubeat.

I GOT TO A CLASS!!! BASS 2 BASS!!!!!!! CHANCE AND DICE SOON!!!!!!

......shit now i just have to work my way to S class, LOL.

Cleared Bass 2 Bass ext first time with a B, damn, gotta aim for an A at least, but cant catch the diagional parts, rarhhhh.

Must train myself to be flexible, if not cfm get crap score for alot songs, oso must perfect my timing, my perfect rate like shit, zzzt

Saw mal in the arcade which was like O.O. Quite a surprise, didnt know he even knew that place existed LOL

Seems that i have work to do again, shall procrastinate again lulz. Been a long time since thr's work

to do.....how nostalgic, almost like sec sch days....hahs.

KKKKKKKKK shall not emo!!!!! LOLwhat like i'll emo anyways, its just been a long time since i've seen those wackos lol.

Play!!

2009-05-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

yeah so today was like, 1-5 badminton followed by captainsball for the nxt hour or so, tiring but fun. word. LOL

yah its quite obvious that i'm too lazy/tired**(ahem) to type out the details, pics will probably be up on the C218 classblog soon, so go figure.

so anyways went home at about 7++, reached home at 9 and had dinner at 930, now i feel rly STUFFED, mustve overeaten.........been ages since i've done that, lol.

having a bit of flu now, hope i recover by tomorrow, i hate sneezing like nobodys business.

side note : i hate the FBIS classroom, maybe its the carpet trapping dust but hell that place makes me SNEEEEZEEEEEEEE. damn.

.........

2009-05-17T14:50:00.001+08:00

thr's an idiot playing the saxaphone on a fucking hot afternoon, and my internet speed is fucking around, from 65mbps to 2.0mbps, wtf? zzzzzzzzzz can my life get any worse?